Story of a lost journalist

February 8, 2008

Nothing in this entry – just a bad-mood one

Filed under: Personal — Cris @ 19:37

I dont know if writing a blog in one of your sombre moods is a good idea. I am going ahead anyway. Rule no 1 to myself before I lose control – restrict yourself and dont write things you will regret having published later.

Thats it. 1 rule,  a sombre mood and we are ready to start. So if I should talk about the reason for the sombre mood, checking with rule 1, no I cant go deep there. But well, it is a pain nevertheless – losing things are I mean. I dont mean I misplaced my purse or cell phone (which I did incidentally today in the morning) . I mean losing what meant so much to you and which you were too late to realise. I think I already wrote that in one of my blogs – but there I had a merrier mood cause it was a happy day for me. Ah that reminds me I said I will come back listing all thats important to me now before I lose them too..

I started a list now but erased it. They’d be violating rule no 1 too. So there is pretty much nothing left for me to write about except that I am worried. Sigh!

One thing though – when you are sad, you will find yourself getting more worried about things than otherwise- a sad movie makes you cry more,  a sad weather makes you sombre, a hungry child on the road wets your eyes, you find pain and suffering more easily… you get over sensitive… you’d be surprised to find there is so much of love and feeling in yourself…that sometimes you just might wish you werent so human after all! And the worst part is you find yourself actually not wanting to come out of all this… its like you go in search of pain and misery and want to dwell in it for a long long time. Human mind can be so strange really!

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3 Comments »

  1. SRK vs SS,.. great imagination.. good one!

    Comment by vimal — February 11, 2008 @ 03:24 | Reply

  2. hehehehe….
    when you feel sad, look at the mirror.who won’t laugh at that face!

    Comment by me! — February 18, 2008 @ 23:27 | Reply

  3. When I am really sad, I take refuge in the shower, and cry until my heart is lightened but someone .. An Angel.. She told me not to cry.. Now when I really get sad, I close My eyes .. And the next moment she Is there beside me.. She knows I never want to be alone when I am sad..

    Comment by Javed Miandad — January 7, 2012 @ 04:22 | Reply


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